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Saturday, June 7, 2014

Same sh*t, different day...

Today's weigh-in (after breakfast): 239.0

So, I did absolutely nothing on the weight-loss front.  I'm still in the same place I was in January.  Today is the first official day of summer, since yesterday was the last day of school, and although I plan some "bad" eating this weekend (my younger son's second birthday is tomorrow, so I'm working on birthday cake, and we're grilling steaks tonight because my dad is in town) and really don't plan to do anything super healthy this weekend, I figured I'd go ahead and post about my summer goals.

We have to report on Monday, August 25 for the opening of the school year (which starts Wednesday the 27th), which gives me 11 weeks to work with.  I am taking a writing course for the next three weeks, which means I won't have a lot of time to work out, but I will try to go in the mornings before it starts at 9 each day--I'm still taking the boys to the sitter's at 7 each morning, so I can head to the gym and get maybe an hour workout in before needing to get dressed for my class.  The class shouldn't be horrible for my health; although there will be snacks each day, I probably won't eat as much because people will be "watching" and I'll be occupied in the writing assignments, and also, we will be doing some walking around here and there for the class, so I'll get a little exercise in as well. I've also committed to walking a 5k with my mother-in-law over the 4th of July weekend, so I need to get some walking in.  

My goal for the summer is to lose 15 lbs.  If I can lose 1.5 lbs each week, I'll lose 16.5 lbs.  If I can manage 2 lbs each week, I'll lose more than 20 for the summer.  I've got to at least lose 10 lbs; I can't bear to be so close to 240 lbs.  It's horrible.  I feel like crap every morning: my feet hurt, my back hurts, my knees have started to bother me a bit (although the squats challenge I did in the month of May might have contributed). 

I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired.  And fat.  I'm sick and tired of being fat.